I know it's been a while since I've updated, but believe it or not I've been pretty busy.
Over the weekend I went to Scott's dad's house again. I always have fun there and I feel so welcome. We stayed there until monday. Saturday morning we got up and met my Mandiroo and Jerm to go to Promised Land. It was so much fun. We always have a good time together which I love love love. We were there till about 2 or 3 maybe? We left because Mandi and Jerm had to take Jerm's cousins to go see fireworks. So we showed them how to get back into town because this place is like...at the top of a mountain. The me and Scott went back to his dad's house and showered and I think we just hung out there. I really don't remember. Monday we were outside doing things around the yard and he got stung by a bee. He got stung on his left hip and he claims he's not allergic to bee's but I think he's wrong because it swelled up and the swelling spread all the way down to his....well...ya know...I feel so bad for him.
Yesterday I attempted to run considering when cheerleading ACTUALLY starts Coach Mandy is gonna make us run a mile. I went outside and started jogging down my road and it started to rain. HmMm. So I ran back home and got in the shower. Scott came home and wanted to go to his boss's house for a cookout. Oh he got another job. He does construction now for this guy that owns like 10 houses in all different states. It's crazy. His house alone is crazy. So we went there and I met him, his brother, his wife, and the grandfather, and best of all...their baby. He's so cute his name is James and he's probably 6 months old. SOoOoO adorable. I told Anette (the wife) that if she ever needs a baby sitter to let me know because I would LOVVVEE to watch that baby. But anywho...we stayed there till 8 something and then we came back home. We were watching "Look who's talking too" but Scott fell asleep on me. He always does that :-(.
Right now I'm waiting for the new couch to come. We're putting it in the computer room so me and Scott don't have to sleep in a futon mattress anymore!! That's all for now...and plz comment!
Like I always start these things...not a lot has been going on lately...but things are better.
The past few days have been up and down. Scott took my advice and stopped drinking EVERYDAY. I honestly don't mind when it's once and a while...but don't make a habbit out of it. That night that I tried talking to him about it...he was half asleep and I was like...pouring my heart out to him and I THOUGHT he was listening but all he wanted to do was sleep. I really see something in him and he makes me feel something that I've never felt for anyone. Not even the "asshole." With Scott, I can be more of myself, and more real. I can actually be me. He let's me be that way because that's who he likes...me, me, and only me. So yea, I was pretty much telling him this while laying in bed and all he wanted to do was sleep.
The next day came and when he came home from work I was happy to see that he wasn't drinking at all which made me happy, but he said to me,"you know...you were kinda annoying last night." Wtf. I swear...with him sometimes I can't catch a break. That made me so upset because I was telling him all about how I felt about him and how he makes me feel and just all trying to be romantic and I got shut down. It made me upset because he didn't even appologize. So I took my pillow and I said," well if i'm annoying...then you can sleep alone." It wasn't even 5 minutes later that he chased me downstairs to talk to me. See...for some reason when he sleeps over we have to sleep in the computer room??? We don't sleep in my room. It's a weird issue between me and my step dad that I have to get straightened out...but anyways we were in my room and I was crying. I told him that I miss him when he's not here and that I also miss him when he's even sitting right in front of me. My feelings for Scott have always been there since the time we dated 4 years ago. He was like...my first actual crush and I felt for him what I felt for no one else. I also told him this. Then I remembered that on my other mattress ( I have a day bed) I used to write down the boyfriends I went out with and who I thought was cute. Then it escaladed to when my friends would sleep over they would write their boyfriends on it. Kinda like a little memory thing. So I flipped over my mattress and sure enough there was a square on there that said "Scott Micheal Olson" with a bunch of hearts and the date we went out that year. I said,"you see this...this is how far back my feelings go for you" So then he appologized to me and I went back upstairs to find that I had my period which SUCKED. So we just fell asleep.
Yesterday was a good day. I hung out with my cousin for a good few hours. We passed some really hott guys like 3 times. On the third time they waved at us. wooo. Then my dad came and brought some food. We were still hungry so we went to Rita's. My cousin was working and she gave us a 50% discount!!! thanks britt!!! I got the biggest ice cream cone ever but I ate it all. Then when we got home Scott was already home from work which made me really happy. Things are so much better now that we told eachother how we feel about eachother. He told me that I'm his favorite :-). Yesterday was a really good day.
This morning we had cheerleading practice. We worked on some band dances and talked about what cheer we should use to bring to camp. We agreed on 2. Everyone left around 9 or so and I stayed. Then me and Mandi started making up stunts to go with the cheer. Let me tell you...it is so kick ass and I love it. Hopefully everyone else likes it...well wait...I really don't care because they agreed to do it anyway. lol wow...I'm a little bit of a bitch. oh well. So then after that we took a nap for about 40 minutes. Then I woke up and came home because I have to do MY laundry which I haven't done in like a month. Oh and I got the proofs of my senior pix back. They are REALLY REALLY REALLY nice and I can only pick 4 which sucks. Ok so now I gotta go do laundry. I know this is really long but I haven't written in a few days!
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yesterday for the most part was ok. nothing exciting tho.
around 3:30 my dad came here with some mc donalds. mmmm. he got me chicken nuggets which are the shit by the way. after we ate we popped in the movie Hitch. that's such a good movie. it's one of those movies that you wouldn't mind watching more than once. i think it might be my new fav! ha. so then around 4 scott called to say he was done with work and him and my brother should be home soon. hours passed and they got home around 7 something. he didn't even say anything to me when he walked in the door so automatically i suspected something. i went over to give him a hug and his and my brother's breath reaked of beer. so right then and there i knew he was drunk which pissed me the fuck off.
i ignored him for most of the night. well, he was ignoring me more than i was him which set me off even more. it's like...he's working all day with my brother, they come home and do nothing but STILL hang out with eachother and talk about work. i'm seriously sick of the following words:
weedwack
weedwacker
mower/mowing
grass
Jerry (the boss)
Jim (the other guy they work with)
landscaping
truck
and most of all...poison ivy
it's like...you're supposed to come home to get AWAY from work, not bring it home with you. and don't come home drunk from a job...dumbasses. i know it must be the "cool" thing to do to hang out with your boss after work and drink a few beers, but don't drink till you're drunk and then come home and expect me to be happy. idk. i talked to scott about it and he's like fine i won't drink anymore. see it's not that. 1 or 2 beers is fine, but what bothers me the most is that his mother is a huge drunk and he always critisizes her about drinking and makes her feel like shit...well don't you think he'd learn? nope. i don't care if he drinks, but keep it to a minimum. save it for when you're 21 and you can get all drunk and beligerant and prance around. don't do it when you come to my house. idk. i just hope he doesn't do it again today because then i'll be really pissed off.
so far my day consisted/consists of returning the movie i rented, laundry, and laying out by the pool which i am going to do right now.
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my weekend was pretty good. friday night me and scott went to his dads house. when we got there scott walked into his brothers room and saw that his computer was hooked up and everything. he was excited about that but all i wanted to do was go to bed because he wanted to get up early the next morning to go to a place called Promised Land. until saturday i didnt know what the hell it was.
so saturday we woke up, showered, and got ready to go. we had to go to walmart, the mall, and then get gas before anything. at walmart we bought this really awesome towel and it's just the best because it's our towel and no one else has it. it's a 2 person towel. its like the size of 2 of me. its so cool! anyway, after walmart we went to the mall so i could pick up my ring because it was getting sized. i felt pretty much naked without it. its so pretty i love it!!! it also feels good to wear it and not have a ring guard on it because those shits bend and break like a twig. after that we got gas and headed to Promised Land. this place...let me tell you...is sooooooooooo nice. it's like beltzville but cleaner and less contaminated (haha mandi). lol. umm we stayed there for about 3 hours. got some color but not satisfying color. scott got really dark. (jealous). they have the best food there too. i got THE BEST cheese fries and scott got some nachos and cheese. after realizing that it was really hott out we went back to his dads. when we got back he called his brother to pick up some ice cream. mmmmm. he brought back choc. chip mint and choc. chip cookie dough. both really good ice creams. then we made his dad some lunch.
sunday we got up and scott wasnt feeling too good. we went back home to my house and he fell asleep. britt peechatka called and told me she was having ppl over for her birthday. i woke scott up to see what he wanted to do and he wanted to stay home. i would have gone to stef's grad party but i didnt wanna go alone. i went to britt's however because he just lives right down the road from me. i stayed for about an hour and came home. scott still didnt feel good so we just called it a night.
so now im sitting here doing nothing. my mom left me a note to dust the house. FUN STUFF RIGHT THERE. i think after i do that im gonna blow up a raft and lay out in my pool. for some reason my pool is green. we keep shocking it and running the filter but its just not getting blue/clear. idk. i just need some color.
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